I ended up actually dating, marrying, and eventually having kids with the weird girl and I sometimes wonder if I could’ve dated the girl I actually liked if it wasn’t for it, then I remembered why I didn’t

(I’m sorry if this story has bad spelling, I didn’t sleep all night because i was writing a song)

My name is Jorden, I’m 35 with 3 kids, my oldest is 15, the middle is 11, and the youngest is 6, my wife Alli is 34 and expecting our fourth child

Here is how my relationship with Alli started and how it escalated so far into having kids with her

Back when I was 17, I was an average student in junior years no honors but I don’t have a bad gpa so far, yeah i am bad at Atleast one class but Atleast I’m still good, I had a crush on Ellha, who was also 17 but a bit younger than me, I always felt she was the one

But my classmate, Alli, she is 16, 5 inches shorter than me, she was 5’3, i was 5’8, she begged me to date her everyday and even wrote love letters inside my locker, I felt embarrassed because people would look at me and say I like Alli, even though I didn’t

Alli would look at me with that smug face and say “Jorden you have to accept it, you like me!” With that eyes that felt like she’s obsessed with me, I found her creepy and just wanted to get away with her, I deeply loved Ellha and saw her as the girl of my future

My classmate Tylar said “Alli’s into you dude, are you sure you don’t like her back?” I looked at her and her shoulders were on the desk and her cheeks, I felt fear, like I was heavily stared at by a girl I didn’t even like in the first place,

The reason she liked me is because we actually used to date back in middle school, around 6th grade, we were the perfect couple, but when I became 13 at 7th grade, I started to distance myself because I wanted to feel cool for being a teen while she wasn’t, but I stayed cool for too long, I knew she would become a teen too since she was 12 at the time but I didn’t care

I regret distancing myself away from her, but she has to accept that some relationships just don’t last long, especially relationships formed by students, it’ll have to tear apart anyway, and when I announced to her I was breaking up, she kept begging me to stay, but I said “sorry, I feel like this relationship hasn’t been going too well”

And ever since then, I feel guilty for it, and now she stares heavily into it, to the point I don’t know if I could ask Ellha, especially since she also knew the situation between Alli and I, I felt like she could reject me because i felt like she believed in the rumor

Alli felt creepy so much so that when I got home, I felt free, not from the pressure, but from her, she would always harass me, and tried to kiss me, her breath wasn’t bad like how shows or games describe obsessed girls’ breath, but I knew ellha’s breath smelled way better

One day, at school, I decided to confess to Ellha, I asked Ellha out, and explained why I love her so much, and had to explain that Alli was just an obsessed girl who just so happens to target me, and Ellha felt embarrassed, especially since she looked at the people surprised that I would ask her out

Tylar said “Are you cheating on Alli now Jorden?” In a mocking tone, some people giggled, some people were shocked, but none was as heartbroken as Alli, she started to cry, especially since she felt like we had a deep connection, Me and Alli were both Japanese and at the time it was 2008, anime was seen as weird, especially romance anime, so we were called “Jorden-Kun” and “Alli-San” I hated it but Alli loved it

She ran to the bathroom and I felt guilty, But Ellha already said yes, and kissed me, for the first time, I actually felt safe, a girl I wanted to protect, a girl that wasn’t obsessed with me but rather loved me for who I am, Alli also loved me for who I am, my body, my personality, everything, I always felt that she lusted over me, that’s why I felt weird towards her

Ellha was this sweet girl, I knew she probably lusts at home but we all do because we were teenagers, classic puberty, and it was 2008, porn websites were starting to peak, anyway, now that I had finally started dating the girl I really loved, I felt safe, I felt comfort, I felt like I had been set free

Then, one day, Tylar decided to start a rumor saying I secretly liked Alli, just to mess with me, he planted posters all over the school of me kissing Alli, saying “Perfect Japanese Couple from Seoul, China!” And some people started ridiculing me for it, one side defended my relationship, while the other were against it

I naturally assumed Tylar did it just to mess with me and to mock me for picking Ellha, but the real reason was much worse, I asked Tylar “What the fuck dude?! I already confessed to Ellha and now you’re picking on me for it?” And all he said was “Trust me, you’ll thank me later” I didn’t know what he meant by that but I naturally assumed he was a stuck up jerk, and I felt so much anger I wanted to stick my whole fist up his ass, but knowing him, he probably lets it “Crust” or as the TikTok kids say, so I didn’t want to stick my fist up his ass

Anyway, I noticed Ellha was absent, she ALMOST always had a perfect attendance, I noticed that’s weird because she has been absent more than usual, so I decided to check her house, and saw that… she was cheating on me, worse, with her own dad

She saw me and tried to explain that it isn’t what I think it is, I said back while crying in betrayal “you’re the only girl I loved! Is your ass being touched by your dad an illusion to my eyes!” She said “I- it was nonconsensual!” I said back “then why were you smiling and kissing your dad in the tongue?! What kind of sick family you have you..l Stubborn jerk!” And ran, I didn’t know Tylar was stalking me

And when I did, he said “So cats got your tongue huh?” I asked him “What does that mean?!” He said “I gave you a perfect reason to date Alli!” I hated his reason but at the same time, Alli wasn’t as weird as Ellha and her dad, for the first time, Tylar was actually trying to be honest, and I always assumed he was a stuck up jerk

The next day, Alli was crying, I saw her in the school bathroom at 7 in the morning, she looked at me, I looked at her, we were looking at each other, she said “Jorden, are you gonna reject me again? Throw my heart away the third time?! I get it! You don’t like me, but that doesn’t mean you can kiss some random girl just to make me cry!” I already rejected her multiple times but she won’t give a fuck, but seeing her so sad now, I wish I should’ve stayed with her

I grabbed her hand towards me, and kissed her, kissed her long enough for her arms to hug me as, what I say, as tight as a dad hugging his son after winning a game of sports, yes I did won some games of sports and when Alli hugged me, it’s just like my dad hugging me but a bit loose since she was smaller, I miss my dad ever since he died in a bar fight when I was only 15

And after a week, Alli and I were cuddling whenever we had sleepovers, just like when we were middle school students, and that rumor finally came true, we were meant to be a couple, and we were the most loyal anyone has ever seen, and the best of all, my part time job as a diner chef finally got my salary increased, so I can buy her whatever I wanted

Meanwhile, Ellha got pregnant, and when she did, people started calling her “Mommy Sister” and shamed her for her relationship between her dad to the point her parents got divorced and she was forced to live in her dad’s home, I don’t know what they’re doing now but I hope it’s great

Meanwhile, Alli and I graduated highschool, she got a job after college, we got married in college and had our first kid in 2011, and after we graduated college in 2012, I got a job as a Dentist while she got a job as a videographer, 2 years later we had our middle in 2014, and soon, our youngest in 2020

Alli is now more mature than when she used to in highschool, and I’m glad for that, she still acts weird but not as weird as she used to, It feels weird that our relationship from middle school revived if it wasn’t for Ellha cheating, and I’m glad I picked the right girl even if she was a bit obsessive, I was young and didn’t know how to handle it myself

I’m glad, I’m Jorden Wanatabe, I love you Alli Takana, Daniel our oldest, Akie our middle, Jared our youngest, all with the surname Wanatabe-Takana