perspective: yesterday was the most brutal night out ive had yet

yesterday I went to watch the spain belgium match with my htn friend and two "friends" of his (ive met them before tho), who also brought another girl who neither me not him knew. as the game is going on im full on jestering and the 2 girls that i know are laughing but then I notice the girl I dont know just full on staring at my friend, not blinking, and he doesnt notice. my friend doesnt even say that much or do anything really, he was just on his phone. whenever I would talk she would ignore me and when id talk sometimes the girls that I knew would fucking ignore me. but my htn friend could say the most retarded braindead joke that was nowhere near funny and theyd burst out laughing. when we left he got a hug and i didnt, and the girl that i didnt know didnt even say goodbye back to me while she gave a "goodbyeeeeee!" to my friend. i even heightmog my friend so how facially subhuman can i be. genuinely ropefuel