What's your belief,

I left at 15 and now I'm 16, I've never done much after I left the religion tbh, I didn't think about if God exists or if he doesn't, I continued living life,

I wanna figure things out slowly, because if one day I make it public I'll need to have views of My own,

I wanna take advice, while I was Muslim I used to make prayers, and I'd get some things in fact, or I loved God too much and sometimes I felt a lightness in my heart like it was almost god itself? I've went thru stuff as a kid terrible things, but I left because of some very cruel inhuman rules and I won't be a Muslim again,

I get curious about, what do you guys think of the prophets mentioned in the 3 or 2 books? Like Jesus, or the fact that I've seen some stuff with my own eyes like demons speaking thru human while they're being performed ruqya on,

I feel strange about all these, share your belief about these