Day 4 of edging my guilt away

Good morning everyone ☺️

I feel tingly and needy~ it’s like all the time, im going to bed horny and waking up horny.

My chest feels shivery and anxious but I think im starting to like it cos it makes me feel like im really doing this! Like im really in this and im not giving up~

I’ve met a someone who’s read all my posts and they’re super excited about my progress and they believe in me and that makes me really happy! It’s nice having someone believe in me for once.

I feel fuzzy.. I don’t wanna give up.. the guilty feelings are still there but it’s like the fuzzy feelings are hugging them.. trying to soothe them to sleep~

I wanna keep watching porn with u I wanna keep edging.. idk why but I feel like there’s something special about all of this