Superman & Lois - Looking for a deleted Jonathan Kent-centric fanfic

Hi guys, I'm trying to find a Superman & Lois fanfic that I think may have been deleted, and I'm hoping someone here remembers it.

Here's everything I can remember:

• It focused on Jonathan Kent after the X-K drug storyline. • Jonathan became afraid of Clark. I remember him being scared of Clark's anger and/or powers. • The relationship between Clark and Jonathan was very strained, and there was a lot of angst and hurt/comfort. • At some point, Jonathan gets drunk. • I specifically remember a scene where Jonathan jumps (or attempts to jump) from a bridge. • Before he jumped, I think he was calling out for Clark, saying something like, "Dad, If you love me, save me," right before he jumped. I'm not sure if those were the exact words, but I remember it being a really emotional moment. • I think he ended up hurting his leg because he jumped off the bridge. • After everything that happened, Clark and Lois are really mad with him, and they sent Jonathan to stay with Sam Lane for a while, hoping Sam would "straighten him out" or teach him some discipline. • Im sure it was a multi-chapter fic, part of a series on AO3. • I also think the fic has been deleted, because I haven't been able to find it anywhere.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? Even if you don't have the fic, I'd really appreciate knowing the title, the author's name, or if anyone has a saved copy.

Thanks so much!