A Letter for Myself

Hi, R.

You are crying, shaking uncontrollably while typing this. You are, for the nth time, questioning your worth again. You try to fight it by repeating tons of quotes you share on your feed. You probably got half of them wrong but that isn’t the point. You remember when you also cried looking like that a year ago? You felt that your world has ended and you will never be happy anymore. You have no one to run to. So you sit, surrounded by the papers you have to check, and cry your heart out. I’m sorry you have to be in the same situation again. I know you want to cry for help. No one’s coming. It’s just gonna be you. R, sit with it. Know that all people in your life can turn your backs on you and that’s okay. You will be fine. The most important person that shall stay.. is you. I know you feel so alone, so unloved right now, like the universe is so mad at you and it’s targeting you. Sit with it. Sit through it. Cry. Wail even. You’re going to be just fine. As always. Always remember that some people might make you feel complete, the truth is, even without them, you are. Tahan na.