F31 Before I was married, I used to do porn. l've never told my husband

When I went to university I was a bit of a "good girl" and had never slept with anyone. However, at university I explored my sexuality a lot. I was seeing this guy for a while when I was 18 in my first year and with him I unearthed some pretty big kinks.
Stretching, fisting, huge toys, exhibitionism, being a bit slutty... and yes I was a bit of a slut.

I discovered I had a natural talent for taking very large toys and fists and I started camming to earn a bit of money on the side showcasing this talent. I had a PH page and was a verified model on there and I earned a bit that way too with videos mostly in the same genre. Needless to say I became very very stretched down there. It ticked along for a while when all of a sudden my views exploded and I was getting requests to make content with more established names. I did a bit of it but was a bit nervous of going fully into it all and I didn't want to show my face in much. I did meet with a lot of fans over the years which turned out to be a bit stupid as in the end someone tried to blackmail me after finding out my real name etc and I had to quit and try and delete everything, which was a genuine shame.

3 years later I met my now husband. I had become self conscious of how loose I was and so had done alot of work to try and tighten up again. While dating I never mentioned it but now I kind of wish I had. He has only slept with 4 people - he thinks I've slept with 9 while the real number is well over 10x that.
He's a sweet man who isn't massively sexual (although he is very well endowed!) and I think he would struggle to look at me the same if he knew all the things I've done both alone, on cam and with others.