57 [M4F] missing the connection looking for long term

Had an online affair a couple of years ago which turned into meeting in real life a few times. Then it ended and since I seem like I have something missing. Was hard as I could not talk to anyone about the break up. None of my friends knew about the affair. But now ready to dive back in. Looking for someone who wants to take the leap for friendship, fun and adventure.
Based in South Wales and travel with work.
Start with chat, some sexting. Pics when both are comfortable. Then see where it ends up.
Ideally looking for a married lady 40+. Come and take a risk with me
And definitely
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