Apparently I did a lot of things while I was asleep last night

I went out with my partner, we slept in a hotel. We made it so late that I still went to have breakfast before bed. I wasn't drunk in a blackout sense at all, I remember everything from the night, including the entire breakfast.

Then I went to bed - I put my head down and thought "I have to take my trazodone" (sleeping aid I've taken most of my life) but I fell asleep. Next thing I knew was waking up.

But then my partner told me that I initiated sex with him. That I was super loving and complimenting and sweet, and that I expressed my hatred for Lidl stores and asked him to be a mushroom. I was crawling all over him, and was having actual conversations in which I was fully responsive. At first he thought I was just crazy drunk, but then he realized that, while coherent, I was using dream logic that sometimes made no sense, so he realized then that I wasn't "awake".

I always knew I'm a restless sleeper and I do talk in my sleep commonly, but I've never had full-blown sleep walking (without the walking). I'm glad this happened with my partner, and not with anyone else, because initiating sex while being asleep is a scary thing. My partner let me "do my thing" to his body and my own but he didn't actually touch me back because it felt wrong to him.

I am happy that my "primal" way of being is apparently nice, complimenting and loving though, and not annoyed or critical or mean.

Really weird, all of this. Ah well!