you piss me off

can you not see that your actions are the things that put me off you? can you not see that me opening up about how I feel about things and then pushing me into those very situations how that comes across? any time me saying no has to become a debate and then the outcome turning to benefit yourself and me having to deal with the consequences that I quite clearly stated. you said you had a dream where I told you that I loved you, why would I ever say those words when your actions show how little you see me. I ask for small things "can you wear a condom because I don't want to have to deal with the fear of pregnancy the stress and aftermath of what not wearing one will have on me. I told you an abortion is the worst thing ive ever experienced in my life but then you turn around and sulk and moan exclaiming how condoms are so annoying. boy pls. just disregard everything I say, how is this even equal, I have empathy over you feeling slightly uncomfortable wearing a fkn condom for a moment but you have no empathy over the many many bigger things I had stated that I would have to deal with. fuck you, fuck your uncaring, thoughtless, bare minimum ass little boy. I don't see you as a man, i see you ass a spoilt entitled boy. I had a plethora of reasons why I didn't want to sleep with you and you debated me on all of them, you don't know me at all and the things I stated you dismissed, you know what though one of my reasons I didn't tell you, I wanted to get tested before I slept with you out of respect and care and to make sure you were safe but you didn't give a shit about my feelings otherwise you wouldn't have pushed so much on the topic. I now hope I did have something and that that's the karma you get.