So if you try to force to say I'm loser can't do anything your sub conscious mind take it as real thing and limit your thinking

So I hear a person tried to die by drinking poison but at last he thought no I want to live and call 911 and ask for help and they immediately rushed him to hospital after the check they found out he didn't eat any poison he's sub conscious mind made him to lose his life so now Ill let me past truma in past won't try to recall and say I'll clear this exam and try to be positive in every situation and won't underestimate myself it somehow it's working due to fear of not clearing my exams I fumbled so many times now I won't fail again aaaba 2027 ma clear garera bidesh Jane ho ma Mero batch ko last point ma xu in all aspect but their no too late and somehow I take inspiration from frictional character guts we all die at certain point but you have to struggle until That time comes may I die from naturally or accidently just Wanna be kind humble and chill guy yr alone and loneliness makes you feel shit yes ppl in your life comes only to support and play their part and go away one famous quote from one piece being alone is more painful and being hurt by someone family is all I want ppl dreams never ends I bet he died doin want he wanted no matter what right I bet he was happy