Broken painting

You said you are made from clay,

but you weren't modeled by gentle hands.

I know you are ashamed of me.

How could you have put your entire trust in me? It's surreal.

We are just human beings.

Blood has been spilled on your coat,

the one with the bunny fur.

You always said you found them cute.

That's why you chose to wear them, didn't you?

Sing about your decay.

Your vocal cords may rip apart,

and honestly, you wouldn't care.

The meteor suddenly hit.

We would fuck like rabbits without a kiss,

animalistic instincts.

And as ugly as we are,

butterflies may come touch our hearts,

and we would kill them.

See through skulls and skulls, centuries old.

Dissolving bodies, wall mold.

Clip your nails, brush your teeth.

We are going right to bed

to suffocate each other in sweat.

Close the night lamp and go to sleep.

Go beyond your dreams.

Hug me close while shivering and crying.

Father, please forgive us,

as we are sinners,

and as sinners, we sin.

We bathe in mercury,

and worship the clouds above the sky,

while losing ourselves in the prayers for you.

Drowning each other in your mud.

Eyes open to see your sight.

I think I may be blind.

And the wind wants to scream your name,

but I only hear a whisper.

Dear Heavenly Father, don't forgive us.

We may learn something from this,

as we learned how to make better weapons.

And if by all means we must suffer,

take our ears so we can't hear our screams,

so we can truly be in your divine image.

Amen.

Our prayer is finished, and we are tired.

You finally turned off the night lamp.

Our backs beside each other.

I bet you are judging me.

I am doing the same thing too.

And after all the screams and nightmares, there comes the light.

It's blinding,

and I can't see and break my neck,

holding my hand beside you, dying.

But you are holding me tight, crushing my bones,

"Just die yet," thinking to yourself.

I can smell it with my fucked-up nose,

my dying corpse.

Hello, this may be my most ambitious poem i've written up until now so please critique it no matter how harsh it is. Also idk how to title it, i have the one title above in mind but i feel it's weak.

https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/s/MRzs7h8XWI

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