my best friend put his hand at my d while we drunk

s I mentioned in the first part, he was my closest friend for over 20 years. We shared many details of life together—his wife and my wife, our family friends, spending holidays and vacations together. I loved him very much; I admired his elegance. He's a handsome, graceful, and decisive person in his life and work, very serious, a strong family man with a powerful personality, and a successful manager in a large company with many people working under him. And as I said, after we were alone at my house, drinking, and he was next to me on the desk, he rested his head on my shoulder and held my penis tightly. I was surprised and tried to move it away, but he held it even tighter, almost squeezing it. I was very erect, and he brought his lips close to mine, his breath heavy and panting like a wife waiting for her husband to kiss her. I moved his face away from me, but he wouldn't let go of my penis. I couldn't. I was wearing athletic shorts, and so was he. The air was stifling. His cheeks brushed against my chest hair as he held it tightly until I ejaculated. My pants were completely soaked. My breath was also very heavy. I didn't look at him and got up. I rushed to the bathroom, feeling nauseous and blaming myself harshly. My pants were soaked with semen and sweat. I went out, and he went into the bathroom to wash up. I tried to blame him, but he put his finger to my mouth. "We'll talk later," he said, and left. My wife and family were about to arrive. I remembered the shorts and rushed into the bathroom, afraid my wife would see them. I couldn't find them. Oh my God! He wants to keep them? I was confused. I decided to end my relationship with him, but I love him as a friend. I've grown accustomed to him in my life; I can't imagine life without him. We talked later. I'll tell you what happened in part three. I feel regret