THE HORRORS CONTINUE

I don’t know what to do anymore. It’s been 10 months, and it’s ruining my life.

I tested negative for lichen sclerosus and any kind of dermatological issues. The tissue looks healthy, everything looks fine, but I still have chronic itching and burning.

I had chronic yeast infections and BV for months at a time, and when we finally got rid of them, I thought everything would heal and go back to normal. But the itching and burning are still there, and they’re not getting better.

I’ve tested negative for ureaplasma, BV, yeast, and STDs. I’ve done every single test they can throw at me, and nothing explains this.

We finally got rid of the infections, but it feels like everything is destroyed. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to have the relationship or the life I wanted.

Nobody fucking cares. Everyone acts like it’s “TMI,” but this is ruining my life. I’m going to every urogynecologist within a 100-mile area, and nobody knows what the fuck is going on. One literally pulled up a WebMD article while I was fucking there.

There are no vulvar pain specialists near me. I’ve spent over $2,000 on this, and it hasn’t helped. I don’t know what else to do.

I’m on fucking clobetasol right now, and it isn’t even working. It’s been three weeks, and nothing has changed.

I’m 25, and I feel like my life is ruined. I never even got the chance to live the life I wanted. I wanted a fucking family and husband and shit- I can't even jerk off or sit down. I wasted all of my good year not even fucking , I should have been more of a slut.

I’m scared this will continue forever, and I don’t know what to do.