Wattpad After Dark book

Ok this is gonna be a long shot… But i recall when Wattpad launched their AfterDark app and had some of the best books on there compared to its original app. since then the app is closed but I have been looking for a book series from there for YEARSSSSSS like literal years yall.

Can’t remember the title but the book is about a woman named Ryan who was with a man named Michael at first but he wasn’t good for her and abused her until his associate Gabe came along and didn’t like it so he and Michael got into and and Ryan left Michael for Gabe. The fights with Michael hurt Ryan bad and she got epilepsy from it. Fast forward, they get married and have kids but they face so many challenges with the work that Gabe does.

It was the best series i’ve ever read and I’m older and would love to read it again if anyone has information on it. it was like a thug love kind of book