Best friend confession 20M 19F

Hevy Im a 20M who recentlv confessed his feelings to his 19F long time best friend. We have been besties since we were 12 (8 years). and when we were about 14 she moved to live outside the countrv. but we continued close as ever We talked evervday, about eveything, we basically never stopped talking and continued being bestie even if she was so far away.

Recently she came to visit and I couldnt take it anvmore She brought up this conversation about marrige, and asked me if i ever saw myself living forever with another person, further in the conversation I asked her if she ever thought of us being together and she said that no she never thought of it and started saying she was more into girls recently (shes bi). The day after we got super drunk and I asked it again, but this time in a more casual way as if she ever thought of us just getting together.

For context we were in my house and her sister and another friend had iust left to get more drinks and we were alone. She said no and we changed subjects. I wished i asked in another situation, but it was her last day in my city, and o felt that I needed to put it out. After that we texted and apperentlv it was normal, but suddenly she texted me rly mad saying that It was fucked up to bring it up when she was drunk and "alone" and that it was neither the place or time to ask that since she shut me down before. I tried to explain that i still thought needed a clearer answer and I would not have another opportunity to ask, since she comes to mv city once a year.

She did not listen to it and got rly mad, and said that if we were ever able to be friends again she needed time and now were not talking anvmore.

To be honest I dont even care about the rejection, I just want my friend back on good terms. Before asking I felt that despite the outcome our friendship would continue to be strong considering how our lives are, and always have been conected. Guys who have been in a similar situation, how did it end?