season 9

idk if its just me but im really struggling so far this season. for context im a magik player who peaked c1. when i brawl i get no value whether that be kills or ult charge. i dive i cant get picks and im also struggling to play against characters i’ve never had problems with like emma, thing, fantastic, cnd with luna teamup. the games i’ve won so far ive been outperformed by by teamates fh wise and the ones i lose it feels like im the outlier. i also noticed im not getting any domination maps and when i do its my least favorite one (klyntar). comp usually does feel bad start of season but these were especially demoralizing. is this happenign to anyone else?