vibe of NYC red party?

just for clarity, i'm talking about the red party @ mercury lounge every 2nd saturday :)

i've been back and forth the past few months on whether i go to a red party night. i don't have any goth-listening friends in the city, so i was hoping someone here could give me their thoughts in terms of crowd, vibes, etc. like... how weird is it for a girl to pull up alone?😭my anxiety is freaking me out. i'm VERY comfortable going to concerts solo but dance/DJ nights feel different lol

any and all insight is appreciated!