Why I hate women.

When I was in the ninth grade I was rejected by a girl and she went around telling people "oh he's ugly eeww"and everyone thought that it was funny. Now I'm 18 and haven't had a girlfriend before because I'm in fear of rejection. I feel like girls have it easy in the relationship and all they have to do is say yes or no. When a guy wants to approach them and have a conversation all they need to do is say yes and no. The guy asks all of the questions. Women get doors opened for them for no reason. I'm sure that they're pretty capable of opening a fucking door on their own. Men have to get down on their fucking knees and ask them to marry them. Then guys have to take their asses out to the movies and dinner trying to impress them and alot of times the girl expects them to pay for the ticket and dinner. Alot of times when a guy sees another guy he will at least acknowledge the other one but, when a woman walks past a man she won't even smile. I don't understand this. What makes them so privileged? I remember a girl saying that if she was a guy that she would want the same appreciation that guys get and I feel like if she was a guy she would end up killing herself because guys get little to no love at all from females unless your a person of high status.

Edit: To add fuel to the fire it seems like girls don't even have to work if they don't want to. They can just be a "housewife" have you ever heard of a "househusband"? People would look at you like a fool if they heard you were a man that didn't work. Girls also get it way easier on physical tests. Why should I have to do 30 push ups in a minute If you get only 18?