Looking for advice or encouragement for a solo trip

Done shrooms 10ish tomes, about half euphoric, half rough but ultimately worth it, only once genuinely terrible (bad setting/too strong).

I’ve wanted to solo trip for a while now because I have some stuff I need to work through that I think only a deep trip can help with. My first solo trip was shaky: terrified beforehand and early on, but I calmed down and ended up crying it out, which was healing.

I always get really bad pre-trip anxiety and nausea that can spiral which usually ends up with me pacing or lying by the toilet throwing up. Today the weather + having the house to myself lined up perfectly, so I want to capitalize since I don’t know when I’ll get a chance like this again.

Hoping to come out the other side having worked through some things. Would appreciate any advice for staying safe, having a good experience, and getting through it if things get scary.

I have some BAPES that I lemon tekkd a half g a month ago where all that happened was a headache and felt like I stayed up off a melatonin. I know they’re a strong strain so I’m hoping to do the equivalent of a 2-2.5 g trip

Thanks!:)