Im sorry to myself.

I am sorry to myself for believing i was worthless, idiotic and weak.

I am sorry to myself for always demanding more and more of myself.

I am sorry to myself for never believing i was enough despite how many times i proved myself.

I am sorry to myself for all the people i've hurt when i was stuck in my own head, questioning even my values and what made me happy.

I am sorry to myself for always searching for a definite answer, never content with the ones i already had.

I am sorry for reaching apathy, and questioning all the value others placed in what made them happy, while all i could do is watch emptily.

I know how irrational my mind was, and how it still is, but right now, i've stopped fighting everything.