Mourning

I had a huge depressive episode due to some circumstances and I dared to delete all my social media including Reddit
It’s been three months im having nothing personal (I have telegram but its for pro life)
I feel like I don’t need the other platforms at all espacially short form content, it triggers me so bad somehow yet I feel extremely lonely (irl and online)
So I re-downloaded Reddit I just realized its unlike instagram and all
u cant get back ur acc (it lived with me for a whiiiiile)
And even if it’s three months period is long enough for all data to be gone
So I’ll add my Reddit acc to the mourning list
XD
The thing is I’m not grieving normally
Internally i miss a whole era and I think it’s been too long i cant keep doing this to myself
I am holding my self back from a lot new good memories to create
But I can’t help but reminisce