Feeling a void

I'm 18M ,just finished my first year in Pharmacy as an undergraduate student and now I'm finally able to enjoy summer after finals ended like a week ago.

I really don't feel anything.

I don't know what there is to enjoy because I have literally have no life goals. People always say to live today like there is no tomorrow but I don't know what to appreciate about today. It's like I don't have a purpose.

To be honest, things were similar even before summer. I moved to the capital to study where my university is, but I don't really care about my studies regardless of what I would study. It doesn't matter whether it's pharmacy or anything else because at the end of the day it's a job and doing a job is forced.

I guess I would put up with that, but there is no reward I feel like at the end of the road. There isn't something that pushes me forward, no person to make me feel good inside.

Does anyone else relate?