Asking for help

Hello I’m 19 years old my family’s has been getting evicted from homes since I was in 9th grade i graduated two years ago…. I feel so worthless nobody taught me how to drive .. I can’t find a job.. I have no car .. I feel so stuck I feel like I’m taking up space on earth doing nothing .. my parents failed me they help with nothing there’s days I don’t eat for days because I have no money and I can’t turn to neither of them … my mom is abusive my dad is absent right now I’m staying with this women until her lease is up in August and I’ll have nowhere to go cause technically my mom is homeless and my little brother stays with his grandparents? Idk what to do or where to go ? I’m completely broke I want to get on my feet and do something .. can anyone help me get on my feet? I’m suffering and i sit in my thoughts… I don’t want to harm myself I feel worthless everyone around me has something going .. I feel so behind and delayed ..