Weird but awesome night on mdma with my wife

To celebrate our anniversary this year my wife and I took molly. I took 140mg with a 60 mg re-dose and my wife took 120mg with a 50 mg reside-dose. It was a great time we talked and connected had awesome sex.

My wife found out she can come on mdma if we do anal so I made her come 6 times before she couldn’t handle the pleasure anymore.
After we started the comedown we decided to smoke a little weed, which is where things got a little weird. After hitting the bong my wife had a panic attack caused by a coughing fit from the weed. I helped her through it and then we just looked at ourselves in a mirror and talked to each other for what felt like 30 minutes. This was the first weird thing. While staring in the mirror my wife felt like we were in an oil painting where I thought we looked like claymation. It didn’t freak us out but it was definitely weird.

After breaking away from our enlightening conversation in the mirror we go back to the bed, and this is where real weird shit started to happen. As my wife was on top of me, I can’t remember if we were fucking or just talking, her face started just floating, her hair and body just kind of disappeared and blended in with the light show on the ceiling. It looked as if I was looking at her face in the cosmos. This was the first time I’ve ever hallucinated so it freaked me out for a second, and I started to think I might have messed up our dosage and given us way to much mdma, luckily I was able to remind myself that it was just the weed, and I was already coming down from the mdma before the weed so that wasn’t the case which allowed me to be able to just enjoy the weirdness.

My wife started to freak out a little because she was hallucinating as well which made her start to worry she was ruining our mdma night. She kept getting stuck in a thought loop and was concerned that she was being weird and ruining the nights activity. After reassuring her that she wasn’t being weird and she was just working through some stuff she was so happy she had that uncomfortable experience because it showed her that she is to hard on herself and focuses to much on making other happy and that she needs to remind herself that she isn’t doing anything wrong and that she needs to just be present.

We ended the night with more sex. My wife was still tripping a bit and kept saying her orgasms were object from birds, to a rod iron gate. We eventually passed out cuddling.

Overall it was a great experience and amazing how different it was from our first experience. We learned a lot about ourselves and came up with some great ideas to help ourselves personally and as a couple. I’m looking forward to our next session in October!