need yall advice

im in a ldr for 6 months, and now i feel bored. he's study military so we can only text twice a week. we havent call in a long time. we planning on go on a date next week, but im not looking forward. recently, i focus on his drawback more than his good side. Like i think abt many reason to break up, but i dont wanna break up at all.

im scared that our date wont go smoothly, im a unconfident person, im not pretty, im shy, introvert. he knows all of my bad side but im still scared.