I’m truly at rock bottom, no support in this breakup, I feel discarded whilst he’s living life. Comfort me pls.

It’s unfair that evil people who traumatised you get to live a better life and flaunting it everywhere, I have no support from anyone he was my bestfriend my world he’s left me to die he doesn’t care about me knowing I’m at my lowest I was there in his lowest days for years and now he’s just graduated and saying new beginnings and that’s killed me because I was the only one there for him and motivated him just for him to leave me when he’s at top Facebook tortured me and made his post come up and he wrote new beginnings whilst taking selfies and being with so much friends it hurts so bad weeks ago he told me it’s good that I’m in misery and that I have no life that I’ll be traumatised forever and he’s glad he knows he’s having a new life this is aching painful I have no goals I’m at a job with my parents no friends life seems to have no purpose, I’ve cried for days and haven’t ate or slept I’m struggling deeply we were together for 3 years first love it’s aching me badly my eyes are swollen he’s left me in the dirt it sucks can someone comfort me don’t be harsh I’m at rock bottom I tried to go to parents and they called me weak and pathetic I was crying badly it’s been 2 weeks no contact and seeing his post today made me SPIRAL seeing how happy he is when he’s left me with trauma and betrayal issues I’m not okay. He was my comfort person now he’s someone who’s broke me I’m hurt so hurt