I feel like I'm on autopilot.

I don't really have anyone to talk to anymore.

I feel incredibly lonely. It's a strange kind of loneliness because life keeps moving, and so do I. I wake up, do what I have to do, take care of responsibilities, work on finding a job... but it all feels automatic.

Sometimes it feels like my body is just going through the motions while my mind is somewhere else. It's hard to explain, but I feel disconnected from myself, like I'm watching my own life instead of actually living it.

I don't know when I started feeling this way. I just know I miss feeling present. I miss feeling genuinely connected to someone.

I'm not really looking for advice. I just wanted to tell someone, because I don't have anyone in my life I can say this to.