Craving for cheating again

34 F married.. before marriage i had some gud sexual partners and never think more about sizes. I always been with 6" or 6.5 guyz. My husband is a thick 5.5 and it never bothered me in early marriage untill he became dad and started ignoring my sings. I started feeling low and sexually frustrated. Untill i saw him in a wedding. Tall handsome confident. He get attract to my mom bods and i fall his charm.

It takes him week calls and text to make me cheat on my husband.

He was in police. And first time in ky life i feel submissive arraund a guy. He really know how to use his 8.5" . He use galiyan to make me wet. I never feel guilty even i crave more of it everytine. He always make me compare him to my husband's. Sixe stamina roughness orgasm.. everything... He spit in mouth cum in mouth pee on mee ge did every dirty action with me and i loved every second of it until he get engaged with a police girl.

Cried alot.. beg him to continue this i will never complain but... My life started feeling same as it was before him

Now I'm thinking about moving on and find someone.

Please don't send text.. not replying to anyone