I successfully quit Findom porn, JOI, Femdom porn humiliation JOI, Hypno porn

This post comes out of a labour of love,

There's no greater addiction than this and I was in the grips of it for 7 years

Just like all porn addiction you get exposed to an initial stimulus and over time to reach the same high and euphoria the content you expose yourself too becomes more and more extreme over time, hypnosis, poppers, drugs, CEI, Humilliation, Ball busting, BDSM. For me all started with an innocent JOI... without any Femdom themes

Think back what was the first video you watched in this genre? Do you even remember?

One of the reasons this addiction is so pressing is the SHAME & GUILT that surrounds it Femdom Goddesses, goad you into feeling that shame, that guilt, that loss of control and that's part of the fettish part of the kink. It feels good and in reflection always guilt ridden and full of shame. And that is what they want.

You see it's the shame & the guilt of the glue that binds you to it. That keeps you coming back, time and time again long after you said you'd stop. The more intense the feeling of 'I NEED TO QUIT' the more you're in the grasp of the addiction, the more it's on your mind...

I've been there from NoFap streaks, thinking I'm making progress only for it to all be destroyed in a single weak moment and be reset from zero...

I've consumed cannabis whilst watching these videos, aswell as poppers, said dehumanizing things about myself aloud, came in my mouth, shoved shit up my ass, spent thousands of dollars it didn't matter...

Because again remember the secret that keeps you there

The cycle is

Exposure to initial fettish stimulus --> Push the boundaries of doing deprave shit --> Feel extreme guilt and shame (This is the pay off) --> Normalize and go to the next level of depravity --> Feel even stronger guilt & shame

The cycle continues and continues

Any guesses on how to break the chain?

I'll share on my next post in the next few days I have to go for now... I'll reply in this thread if enough people resonate and want to know how to break through of this cycle for good.