ive gotten quiet

i dont post anymore i was in the psych ward and im out i dont hink they know it im not here can you switch one part pszcgosis and one not they only know the second one and its so quiet i talk to nobody i dont im also in a social flat with someone who come by and i do meth all night but the worls outside doeant exist and im so tired i dont talk anymore i want to talk but its pointless and i jneed help i think but not again i gog out 1 week ago i need to be oky but i just rhink about blood al the time