gambling addiction led me to 300k debt

im still an intern. how do i recover from this loss pag naka work na ako as a medtech? it was my dads money and i told him about it na. i told him na stop muna ako mag school para makapag work and pay him pero he insisted na continue nlng ako mag study then i can pay him after. mag loan nalang daw sya para makabayad sa lupa namin this dec. kinakain na ako ng konsensya ko kasi nalaman ko na ang laki pala ng kailangan naming bayaran this dec, sumabay pa yung internship ko na 100k. my bf told me na once bumalik yung online job nya, tutulungan nya akong mag bayad sa 100k since malaki yung kita don.