[M, 25] First time bottoming

(Long story ahead)

I recently tried bottoming for the first time and it was not what I expected. I was actually supposed to wait until I had a boyfriend to do it for the first time, but screw it, I waited long enough. I only decided to try it now because I recently started taking PrEP.

So I met this guy on a dating app who happened to live nearby. Went straight to his place, chatted for barely a minute and we immediately started taking our clothes off. When we were both naked, I noticed his size was just the average pinoy size.

He had me bent over the sofa and started fingering me. Then he brought out lube and poppers. He took a sniff, passed it to me and I did the same. That familiar smell hit me and my brain instantly felt numb. He poured lube all over his D and slid it inside my hole.

I felt absolutely nothing.

As he kept pounding me, I was just there confused and shocked. Pinapasok nya ba talaga or pinag didikit nya lang.

He then suggested moving from the sofa to the bed. We continued there doing doggy style again. But even as he kept thrusting, wala pa rin talaga akong maramdaman. When he was about to climax, I pulled away so he ended up cumming on my leg instead of inside. Afterward, he helped me finish by eating my nips.

Right after, I had to ask him , pinasok mo ba talaga?

He looked at me confused. Then he laughed and asked, dissapointed ka?

I didn't reply, pero oo. Haha.

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Weeks later, I met another guy who lived close by. Meeting him was a huge risk because I actually had LBM that day, but it ended up being a much more memorable experience.

Ever since I started taking PrEP, the effect on my stool has been totally inconsistent and my bowel movement just hasn't been the same. To make things worse, right before the hookup, I ate liempo with suka.

But when we traded pics, I saw that he really was my type. He also sent some D pics and he was packing, very thick and long so I am not gonna pass on this one.

He sent me his location and I messaged him once I was outside his gate. Minutes later, he picked me up and invited me inside. Up close, he really was my type.

Before going in, he told me that he is with his dormmates and they're just chilling sa sala. I said okay. But when we were about to walk in, he didn't mention they were women. If they were guys, I wouldn't care, but women? I was freaking shy. He just laughed and asked them to go into their rooms first so that I could go in.

Once we were inside his room, we started making out, and damn, this guy really was my type. Tall, a hint of stubble, hairy armpits, hairy pubes, and a very big D. I started sucking him, beginning with just the tip and then taking what I could. It didn't take long for my eyes to start watering because I kept gagging. We then started making out more, and he kept biting my lips, which was so hot. He asked me to bend over. I did and he just stared at my hole. I looked back at him and he then looked at me. Without a word, he bent down and started rimming me. I completely lost it.

As he was eating my hole, I couldn't contain my moans and started being very loud. At this point, wala na ako pake kung marinig kami ng dormmates nya haha. He then started to put his D inside me, but I stopped him, pulled out my lube from my bag, and handed it to him. He reached for his cabinet and pulled out poppers. He sniffed and then passed it to me. I sniffed and again, my brain went numb. He then inserted himself.

Okay, to differentiate from the first guy, this time I felt like I was about to poop. I asked him to pull out immediately and kept on signaling him to get off. He tried it again and went a little deeper this time. I had to pull away and hold my stomach to stop the feeling because I really did not want to poop all over his bed. Thankfully, after I relaxed and took a few deep breaths, the feeling went away. We then tried cowgirl. In this position, there was no more feeling of pooping, but other than that, I still didn't feel a thing.

After that, we moved to missionary, and this one was the hottest since we got to keep on making out as he ram his D inside me. Him making grunting noises made me wilder. He then started being vocal asking, "gusto mo ba toh? sarap ba? buntisin ba kita?" At that point, I said yes, and he couldn't control himself anymore and started cumming inside me. It was the hottest thing ever. Again, I wasn't feeling anything down there but because it made him cum, that's what made it pleasurable. Again, to help me cum, I asked him to eat my nips. He knows what to do with his tongue. He was so good at eating my tits, and I cummed hard.

After that, we just laid on the bed and relaxed for a while. By this time, his roommates were back in the sala. There was no way I was walking to the bathroom in just a towel so I borrowed his shirt and wrapped the towel around me.

When I opened the door, both of his roommates looked at me and giggled. In my mind, I was like, Yeah, okay. I am probably guy number 101 that he brought here.

Once I got inside the bathroom, I realized that fingering actually feels more uncomfortable for me. It makes me feel like I am about to poop, compared to a D, which is not painful at all once the muscles relax.

My stomach then felt weird. You know that feeling when you suddenly need to poop? Even while I was just standing there, a mix of fluids just came out of me. Right at that moment, I thought, Yep, I am definitely not a virgin anymore.