Asking to be put on low dose T today!!

Hey everyone!! I'm so excited and scared. The thing is that due to hormonal stuff, I've always had both high T and Estrogen, so I guess I'd fall in the intersex spectrum; and some new meds I'm starting will lower my androgens drastically. And I don't what that! This is how I've always been, it's how I like to be, so no, I don't want my hormones "fixed", at least not that one.

So I'm asking to be put on low dose T, or whatever the doc thinks'll be good to keep my actual comfortable state. I'm ready to insist if she brushed me off, and also ready to look for another endocrinologyst if today doesn't work out.

This feels like a huge step, I knew I was NB almost ten years ago, but the coming out has been... Slow and difficult. I don't have my family's support, sadly, but my friends and partner are here with me, holding my hand through it.

I thought I'd be too much of a coward to do this, but I can do it.

Thank you for reading! Hope there weren't too many mistakes in this, as I'm nervous and English is not my first language.
A stranger loves y'all :)