Exhausted of always checking everything

Im mentally tired of always checking my items and lock them every time I go outside bc I know these might get poisoned (I’ve experienced that already).
When you stay in hotel rooms or Airbnbs it’s even more unsafe that having your own home and secure it.
Last Thursday I rented a room in this house and as soon as I get there this woman was very hostile towards me.
Speaking down on me, slamming doors and spraying God knows what substance towards my bedroom door.
The following day someone else rented other room in this place and the landladys behaviour totally changed.
No spraying or door slamming.
I left earlier bc I wasn’t comfortable with this situation there and I don’t want any items of mine being stolen or poisoned or getting locked outside.
I just wanna go to a place where they don’t know who I am.
And this has proven to be imposible unless I leave the country, and even that doesn’t guarantee anonymity.
Since I left the country once for work and I got recognised there by a customer. That’s why I think this whole program is demonic. We have no place to go where we can hide from these gangstalkers and perps.