EXPECTATIONS

I hav a brother and he's 6years elder to me , he got a job in amazon as a software developer, he got promoted to sd2 a while back , now that he is well settled, all eyes are on me , it feels soo uncomfortable when uk there are people keeping high expectations from you , im not super skilled in programming languages , but im working on it but being able to get a tier one job in a fang company seems soo unreal for me ....

I sometimes feel soo dumb , like idk ahhhh

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