Moral anxiety ruin everything for me

1. As far I know, person, who created my f/O was kinda asshole. He's death.. But it don't change anything. And my f/o is moral gray, so.. Guilt

2. Just saw one of those "smile ranters" Who said that "like fictional character is pic me".And I have stupid issue :I can't defend my opinion. I teach myself, that I had to ALWAYS agree with even stranger or I" Problematic".

3)..i just want to have fun with fictional character. That it.. But ) :