32[M4F] Someone who yearns

Let's make things clear, on paper I have it all. A partner, a house, two cars, a dog I love more than anything on earth. The full package. Then why is being at peace so difficult ?

Technically not married, but 12 years together and all the things I mentioned above mean locked in just as much as a ring, and I can't say things are *bad*. I'm not desperate or chronically sad, yet there's something missing, a feeling of not being understood or appreciated, a void I think you can relate to.

Maybe that's the problem, maybe being at peace is not what I was made for. Maybe it's the inner turmoil I need more than anything. I want to feel again, I want to go back to life and struggle to hide a smile when a certain name pops up in screen. I want to discuss about existence and find the answer to the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything (it's 42), and I want to laugh to the point of tears about something only the two of us understand. I want to go back to be the 16 years old boy who fell in love with Wuthering Heights. I want someone to miss, and someone to be missed by.

Despite all this I swear I'm not sad don't worry, I'm funny, kind and honestly intelligent, I believe. I'm easy going and love wordplay and puns but in the right context, for the right person, I have a good amount of dominant energy, should you be looking for that. And of course I'm *notabot

I know that physical attraction is an important point too , and for what concerns looks I'm 180cm, and the "Viking" in my username tends to be quiet fitting. Wide shoulders, big build, a bit of a bod and long hair and beard I take great care of,  I'm honestly very proud of it.

If you liked what you read let's have a chat! Ideally my age range would be +/- 5 compared to mine, just to be sure we share some interests, but feel free to reach out even if you're outside of that.

I hope to hear from you.

Oh and, it wouldn't be me if I left you without a question so e en if you don't know the answer give me your best guess and tell me:

*Can a match box?*