I’m a trans man, I’m 24 and I’m gonna start testosterone and operations in 2027, but right now I feel dysphoric as fuck every day and I don’t know how to navigate in my sexual and romantic life.. any advices ?

Everytime I meet someone new, everytime I Flirt or have a date with someone and we start to kiss and maybe go further.. I start to spiral hardcore, the dysphoria is making it impossible, I don’t know how I want to be touched, I feel like the person in front of me is gonna see me as a woman because they will see me naked, so I stop everything and I don’t allow myself to feel any pleasure or to even go further even if the person is also trans or very respectful of the fact that I’m trans, and it makes me sad and feel isolated, I crave intimacy, I love being touched, I love sex, but I’m completely blocked and I don’t know how to deal with it, is there any trans men that still had an active sexual life before transitioning medically ? And how did you dealt with dysphoria during sex ? What helped you knowing how you wanted to be touched or how to allow yourself some pleasure ? Thanks in advance I can’t wait to read your advice and/or personal experiences 🫶🏻