Need a Pep Talk about work

So I’m in limbo with work. I am at a job for several of months that I absolutely hate. The job is complicated and outside of my comfort zone. The recruiter really pushed this job on me and even had me “polish” my resume to get the job. I should have known better. I’ve been applying at other places. Had a second interview last week that I feel didn’t go so great. I was put in the hot seat in front of 5 people and drilled with questions, some I had no clue how to answer. One of the guys said he felt it went good so I don’t know. I feel so lost and crappy right now. I know the job is between me and two other people. Maybe I’ll know something this week about it.