My HJ has finally started!

Okay so I choose medicine first and then medicine allied, that is chest medicine.

I did my first call and it was super hectic and there some senior HOs asked what’s your allied and alll blah blah and why did i took chest medicine change krwa lo
Toxic hai, TB hai yeh hai woh hai, emergency lelo, neuro medicine lelo and what not
Anyways it messed up with my mind and since then I am feeling off, feeling GERD and upset stomach and I am at unease

My friend is took chest medicine too and i asked her she said okay lets.

Instead of just going to admin to talk about changing departments obv that will to happen with bribery, anyways i decided to visit chest medicine so thats what i found out after talking to HOs working there

1. Staff works there( unlike medicine where hos do all the work) and HOs work is SOS in chest
2. Patient are lesser than medicine so less hectic
3. call every fourth/fifth day
4. Strict sign in and sign outtt

Now if i get it changed it will be to emergency that is 2x of medicine work and i am confused what to do also i am getting married in January thats why i wanted to do medicine first