39 [M4F] #IN #EST - I ... Know ... You, I walked with you once .... upon, a dream ..... Seeking that unique connection where care and passion flow freely and effortlessly. Let’s be the sensual and supportive secret in each other’s lives.

I’m sure most of us never imagined ending up in the affair realm when we were younger and experiencing the dating world.  Life ends up being full of diverting paths, hardships, and moments where we realize our dreams and hopes are not really shared with the person we spend most of our time with.  There’s friendship, there’s care, but it stays at the level of very compatible roommates and co-parents.  The vivid daydreams once had, concerning the electric feeling of imagining a world where you are desired as a lover, feel completely unreachable.  Well, maybe, just maybe, not completely unreachable.

Hope is a wonderful thing.  The hope of being able to truly be yourself with someone and not have to hide desires and passions while also being enjoyed for how warm and compassionate you can be.  The hope of not having to initiate everything when it comes to intimacy which comes with building a mutually safe and supportive space to be vulnerable and not be figuratively cut down in the process.  Are you someone where hope can drive you and sustain you to take that leap?

As many who are posting and seeking, I have responsibilities during my workdays and home time which don’t allow me to be available 24/7.  I am grateful that my job affords me the ability to message fairly freely during the workday with texts, whispering voice clips, pictures, and quick videos as well to help build the connection we seek.  The commute to and from work also allows for voice calls if timing works for both of us.  In my opinion, sharing one’s voice is such a delight to experience.  Feeling their thoughts ripple through your body as their tone and timbre fill your ear is wonderfully comforting and erotic.  I’m hoping to find someone who is also very capable of pursuing each other during the day.  When at home, my time is filled with being an active force in my children’s lives.  Messages at this time would be hit and miss or none able to be exchanged at all, but I promise my affection during times when I am available won’t leave you feeling neglected.

I am naturally someone who empathizes with others and feels a pull to help and support.  I just wish someone wanted me to pursue them as a lover on top of being there as an emotional rock as well.  I am white, on the taller side, and I am working on taking better care of myself physically after years of escaping to food as a way to numb the pain of the neglect I experience.  I am very solid, but I am not slim or ripped.  A hefty lumberjack type might describe me well.  I’m hoping my warm smile and comforting eyes, along with my soothing voice, will make up for my lack of model-like physique.

If you "~" feel a connection or intrigue by how I’ve shared myself and described what I’m hoping for, I hope you’ll reach out and share what sparked your interest the most.