No emotions day 14?

Hey day 14 today on 5mg I had a hard start up loads of pacing, increased anxiety. That settled now I have no emotions at all, I’m a mum I can’t have no emotions. I feel like yes the anxiety has improved but everyday I’m up now at 4:30am, I feel like I’m paranoid about the sexual side effects. I have the most awful drs can’t change currently, don’t give me any advice whatsoever. Do I drop down to 2.5mg? Do I stop completely? Do I carry on? I feel so alone got nobody to ask for advice feel absolutely sick of this