anyone else fangirling wayyy more after starting to transition?

22 transfemme enby here! i started hormones months ago, and i swear second puberty just started kicking in within the past month or so (and i am sure being myself and enjoying life is playing a role too). more emotions is fantastic, but it is so weird to get used to. i really started noticing recently that i emotionally feel like a teenager again. it is wayyy more positive and enjoyable than my first go around, but it keeps surprising me!

i keep finding myself pulled to fandom stuff for anime and tv shows to an extent that didn't even happen when i was younger. idk, it feels like i am finding new parts of myself and my personality that i didn't even realize were there. it is like my whole personality was numbed and now it is slowly, gradually waking up. anyone else experience this?