Is it impossible to find one of these cars?

I have been looking for months for a Focus ST and I can never find one if it’s not 20+ hours away from where I live , and every single one I find to trade my car in for is either the biggest piece of shit on the road or sells instantly as soon as I go to look at it . I barely see any listings at all for these cars , it’s like they don’t exist or are the rarest car in the world .