One week clean. Small milestone, but I'm proud of it.
Today marks one week since I last watched porn and masturbated.
I know seven days might not sound like much, but for me it feels like a real accomplishment. This has been a struggle for years, and I've had more setbacks than I can count. There were plenty of times I thought I was finally done, only to end up back where I started.
This week definitely hasn't been easy. I've had urges, moments where I felt tempted, and times when I almost gave in. Instead, I tried to remind myself why I started this journey. I don't want this habit controlling my life anymore.
One thing I've noticed is that I feel a little better mentally. I'm not saying everything has magically changed after a week, but I don't have that constant feeling of disappointment that usually comes after giving in. That alone makes me want to keep going.
I'm trying not to focus on some huge streak or pressure myself. Right now, my goal is simply to take it one day at a time. If I keep doing that, the days will continue to add up.
I also want to thank everyone in this community. Reading other people's stories has reminded me that I'm not the only one dealing with this, and seeing others make progress has given me hope that I can too.
If anyone else is on day 1, don't think your progress doesn't matter. Every day you choose to keep going is a win.
Posted Jul 13, 2026, 4:37 PM UTC · locked