At 22

I was groomed at 22 by a man 52 years old. I was renting from him. I couldnt ask anyone for help because I was scared for their safety, small state where it was easy to find someone if you wanted.

I sneaked out 8 months later, while he was at work to another state. Somehow he found me. I checked for possible trackers but couldn't find one. He then tried to blackmail me and sent messages to all my family and friends about false things about me, condoms, that I had murdered my friend who committed suicide, and so on.

3 years later now, I have moved across country and due to my current profession, I am not able to keep my location entirely private. I am in school and my name pops up in certain activities as well, and theres so much that I may not be in control of.

I started getting calls from a number thats not registered. If I pick up, no one talks. I can track the state to where he is but nothing more, seems like an app was used.

He has traveled in the past. I am worried he might again. Last time I got him to stop was when I attempted a restraining order. The first female judge granted one emergency order right away, but the second old male judge said "if theres no reason for you two to contact each other, I will grant it next time the contact occurs."

That was in a different state however. I can't seem to feel safe anywhere. I have tried therapy as well but how am I supposed to feel good when he finds ways to contact me? Or when he is somehow more technologically advance than I am able to catch? He even knew once when I called the sheriff, messaged me "you called the police and they said they can't do anythjng" when I had called them to help me retrieve my belongings. How did he knew right when I called the police? What if he knows where I am? He would threaten to give me the gun in the past to shoot him. He would say if he died, it would be my fault and I know its not true but it kept me there for sometime. What if he comes back with a threat towards my family this time? He has threatened other victims with taking kids away, etc in the past and no one has been able to report him.