Im i a bitch for only wanting to self improve for women

Some real loser ass shit, im at work, Ive been working out got my hair done wearing tight fitted clothes skincare, teeth is still fucked up but I see guys with worse, I have just a overbite. No female attention, the girls whose number ive gotten all fucking flaked on me. Bad soical skills even at work. Im not happy with myself and who I am, still addicted to porn, very hard to beat. I stopped doing all bad habits for like a week bro whem a girl gave me her number and she was dry after like a day. Idk and I just stopped talking to her cuz why im I the only person putting in the effort. Im a fucking mess