On the path to becoming Michaela – Embracing feminine submission

. About me: Hi everyone. I am a man who is slim yet has a softer, fuller figure, and I have discovered a very special passion in private. When I stand in front of the mirror, my feminine side—Michaela—awakens. I truly enjoy seeing myself in this role, while also feeling deeply aroused by my lack of masculinity (small penis). Naturally, I dress in a provocatively feminine way and make myself look beautiful as Michaela. What I’m looking for: I am looking for purely virtual interaction and text-based roleplay. I would love to find a dominant female partner (or an experienced partner) who engages with me in my role as Michaela. I am aroused by the thought of being—whether gently or firmly—humiliated, laughed at, and put in my place regarding my body and my lack of masculinity (SPH / sissy play). Important to know: I am looking exclusively for private, free interaction on equal terms (no FinDom / no paid sessions). I look forward to messages that are respectful but merciless during the roleplay!

I have looked for Discord Server with this topic, but couldn't find an appropriate. I need this so badly!