theres ni other options

im a waste and ill never get better ,theres really no options left , 6 meds why should i bother with any more .i cant keeo going , i cant leave my house andim supoosed to live life , that doesnt connect , 6 meds and nothing , im a waste . everything just is a another reason to go . my mom, sister are dead and im supposed to get better , i was suicical before but now i habre nothing . i cant i think im just wasting everyons time here i should never come back . sorry to waste everyones time . i think this place will be less annoying without me goodbye